subject: Tonight was Awesome!, October 13, 2006

i loved today. i wish i videotaped every single minute of it so then when i get depressed in the future, i can rewatch this day.
i couldn't have asked for any better.
i don't even know how to contain all this happiness and how to deal with it. it's just overwhelming.
AWESOME.
for those who were part of my day, thanks.
tonight was just thrillingly unexplainable. every moment. every word said.
what a great group.

yeah, i planned it, but really. you guys made it happen

haha, the awkward old man who endured the long hours of gawking. the scene girls. the FOOD. the discussions. and last but not least..you know who..

ugh man. indescribable feelings. drowning in my happiness. i can't wait till next time.

artie your camera SUCKED

haha, KARA!

-sigh- what a night. let's do it again

tim weng.

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Subject: For those who Understand, Oct 6, 2006

for those who understand,

i dont care any more. everyday they whine. they just don't get it do they? so i want to make them get it. to feel it. to feel what life really is. to feel what malicious, relentless torture is like. to feel how low reality can dip. they just don't get it. they will suffer. no joke. they don't see. they just can't.

god, so suffer. and they will know it is no joke. i can't even comprehend the feelings. destroy and sabbotage. shut up and stop whining. feel what it is to be real. for once.

there're so many of them.

so if the kingdom of god lives within us, will people still experience heaven even if we just stand by them?

summer has got her ups and she has got her downs.

I dig her anyway.

oh, If you want to know what's been going on in my life lately, don't expect to find any text about my life. don't expect me to come up to you and tell you all about myself. i'm not like that.

hah, this profile picture is over a year old, soo.."pretty much we're screwed." haha 

the background picture was taken some time ago when i was up in Chicago.